Saturday July 26 2003
@ 12:25pm
subject :: journal/blog
mood :: rushed
music :: thrice
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/morbidxdream i'll be updating there more often..
whisper
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Friday July 25 2003
@ 10:59pm
subject :: everything is fucking me over
mood :: pissed off failure
music :: silence
i don't think anyone can take the fact that the things that they enjoy can only make them cry. never again is there happiness wreaking on it.. but sadness & resentment. it's impossible to get that back now.. i've practically given up. there's no hope, there's no luck, there's no miracle that's gunna happen here. i'm stabbing myself in the chest & putting it all on the medication to make it tergiversate. i hate the fact that there's nothing i can do. i hate it. i'm dying inside because of this. i'm fucking burning inside when the thought even crosses my mind. that's just fuckin' dandy.
whisper
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Monday July 21 2003
@ 05:35
subject :: perhaps i suppose
mood :: okay
music :: 30 seconds to mars · capricorn [a brand new name]
so i run & hide
tear myself up
& start again with brand new name
& eyes that see into infinity... into infinity.
so i disappear...
whisper
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Saturday July 19 2003
@ 08:29pm
subject :: sore throats & body aches
mood :: down
music :: thrice's new album
ugh i hate this sick feeling in my stomach.. god i swear i like need to barf.. why else would your body make you feel that way.. ._o i really don't feel that good... ugh... what if i'm prego!? aiyah... blah
whisper
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Friday July 18 2003
@ 09:30pm
subject :: the coughing begins
mood :: sick sick sick >_<"
music :: lifehouse · sick cycle carousel
thinking of you... i'm falling even more in love with you every second i spend right there by your side. when i think of you i just wanna cry, because you make me sooo happy.. it's sooo unbarable to be away from you even for a minute. i love you sooo much, don't ever leave me. i miss yoooooo soooooooo much, drives me insane when i'm not with you.
eeee i need to get out of this hell hole... make all these problems & stuff go away, i'm tired of it, it's getting in my way, make it go away!!!... & i thought things were getting better... i thought everything was okay... i guess i was hoping too much too fast.. make it go away...
whisper
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Thursday July 17 2003
@ 06:03pm
subject :: hot, sweaty & tired
mood :: bored
music :: nothing.
it's really hot in here -_-" ugh i hate the heat... burns too. hehe. hmm well, i'm sick, how fun! not really. sooooo friggn bored. left the swimming pool in time before the ragin noisy children swarmed the pool like it was a pool of chocolate. aiy.. i wanna go to more concerts!! ut first.. i need a job. grr.
whisper
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Tuesday July 15 2003
@ 11:13am
subject :: here goes slow me
mood :: kinda sick... not sure...
music :: lifehouse
last night i took four pills, i'm just testing it out.. i can always go back to three. i woke up at like 08:30am but i couldn't get up.. like i always am when i wake up from a nap or something. man i just fell back asleep and woke up at 11:00am.. i was like.. SHIT damnit i missed sam by fifteen minutes.. grr. it's okay, he'll be back at like 01:15ish :) man my foot hurts.. and so does my throat : \ not doin so well health wise.. err.
whisper
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Saturday July 12 2003
@ 08:17pm
subject :: WOOHOO!!
mood :: tired as hell
music :: the ataris · boys of summer
yay last night was sick, i was up close & personal with fuckin the beautiful mistake!! wee that was funn at slims, but today was fun too could've been better if i was able to see thrice & and rufio :sniffles: it's okay, over all warped tour was still fun, got to see bowling for soup, the used, anthem, the ataris, blah can't remember the rest but it was fun! grr i forget to bring sun block.. now i have a burnt tan of a wife beater hehe. hehehe i love you sam, you better take care of my hat!!
whisper
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